Before Daesang to be announced

I was on my way by car.

Mama was driving to get our home.

I was pissed off, SO PISSED OFF. because D-day of GDA, i didnt in front of my pc/lappy. I depended on BlackBerry messenger’s updates since my Twitter didnt work well. The connections was so fucking annoying!!

Me: Mama, please drive quickly.. I wanna get my pc.

Mum: Whatzup?

Me: Nope..

I felt like wanna cry, I even didnt know the stormy of Twitter…. ELF might be so excited and they might be in front of the pc/lappy/phone knowing the GDA’s updates..

Suddenly… BlackBerry gave the notification. *KLONG*

Me: Whaaaa……….. *shocked*

Mum: Whatzup again? are you fighting with your boyfriend??

Me: No, No….. Suju…………won……….. *tearing while looking at the phone*

Mum: Huh… You’re weird. it just looked like you were fighting with your boyfriend.

at that time.. i just could see the outside because i dont want my mum sees me crying…. i was crying so hard… i was sobbing… sobbing and sobbing.. i really proud of them.. i kept look at the phone, and every ELF on my contacts were updating so many things about GDA. thankyou for ELF… for allowing me to know……

They said like this..

A: Ami…. SJ WON…. T____T :D

B: They won, i am sobbing now, mi….

C: WON DAESANG….. T______T

Remember, when I saved my money just to buy 5th Album… remember, I debated about the sales counting… remember, how excited i am when 5jib released… how hard I wish to the boys will be winning GDA.. really, I cried a lot… :”) congratulation for Super Junior!!